That Love Doesn't Live Here Anymore!

Happy Saturday !

So I spoke to my BFF that lives in Texas this morning. Now we both have been super busy in our lives but it is always a happy occasion when we get to speak :). Anyways she texted me early this morning and the text read " I know its early but hit me at home when you wake up, k? Gotta ask you something too. Kinda weird! LOL" I instantly jump up, brush my teeth and start to dial her! We chit chat for what seemed like 5 mins but my call log says 2 hours and 20 mins LOL. We catch up on everything from work, her kids and her new engagement. Then she hits me with this : So I got this phone call yesterday at 4:01 pm from Dwayne. My stomach automatically sinks! I have that overwhelming feeling that I need to vomit! I am thinking WTF was this fool thinking? Why is he involving her in any of this! I let Shayan (That's my BFF's name) finish her story. She didn't answer the call but had kept his # when I gave it to her years ago incase anything were to ever happen to me. She says he didn't leave a message but was just shocked by the fact he had the nerve to call her of all people because she cant stand him for all the heartache he had caused me! By the end of the conversation we are both laughing and I am pondering what the hell Dwayne's motive was! Shayan and I say our goodbyes. We promise we will speak soon. Then I start to think........

Now I am going to give you the long story short it has been a good 2 months since I have answered Dwayne's calls. A few weeks ago he called left me a message yelling and screaming about me not answering his calls. I paid it no mind and laughed it off. I have thought about calling back but I know its NOT healthy for me! Now its been a little over a year since I've seen this man! I gave him 4 years of my life. I realized it wasn't going to work and I moved on. Now this dumbass for some reason has all these dreams about us getting back together! Ummm yeah thats not gonna happen! He wants to get back together because he knows I am happy! Boybye Miss me with the bullshit ..... Cause That Love Doesn't Live Here Anymore!