WHY !!!!!

Today was a definite whoa is me day! I have about a million and one thoughts going through my head right now!
1.I wanna know why I am single?
2.I want to know why the one man I truly love and care about doesn't want to get his act together?
3.I want know why some of the the worst people end up being the first to be married?
4.I want know why be a respectable chick gets you no where fast?
5.I want to know why every man I meet is an asshole?
6.I want to know why I am having this urge to have children? (Don't get me wrong I love kids but I want to be married and settled! But that damn Biological clock is ticking loud as hell)
7.I want to know if Mr. NJ is ever going to be the man I want him to be?
8.Should I follow my heart or what my mind is telling?

I mean really all of these things are running through my head right now! I just want to be happy and its seems I cant catch a break! I went to school, I work, I don't sleep around, I mind my business and I know how to take care of a household yet and still I AM ALONE! At first it was fun now this shit is getting old! I am not saying I need a husband, but hot damn a companion would be great! I don't want to sound desperate but Jesus I am praying for some happier times! *Sigh* I had to get that off my chest!

Sunday Survey :)

1.What was the first thing you did this morning?
Took a shower and got dressed for work

2.What is your favorite cereal?
Hmmmmm Trix

3.Would you rather marry a millionaire that is unfaithful or middle class worker that only has eyes for you?
Middle Class worker Money dosent do it for me I have my own

4.Would you rather have a job that requires strength of the body or the mind?
Mind I am lazy lol but I am super smart

5.How old were you when you had your first kiss?
13 I think

6.If you were the opposite sex for a day, what would be the first thing you'd do?
Be a jackass they seem to do that the best LOL

7.What is the scariest thing that has ever happened in your life (that you can share)?
Hitting a utility pole and almost losing my life.

8.Would you ever consider plastic surgery?
NOPE! I love me even with my flaws and all!

9.What skill do you feel is stronger: your math skills or your english skills?
English I hate MATH!!!

10.Did you follow the Presidential race?
Sort of I just Knew Palin couldn't get into office

11.Do you consider yourself more of a liberal or a conservative?
A mix of the two :)

12.If you could spend a day in another person's body, living their life; who would it be and why?
I would be Beyonce because I love here Husband LOL And I strive for a body like her's

13.If you had to choose, would you rather be blind or deaf?
Neither But if I had to choose I would be blind

14.Who is the one person who can always make you laugh?
My Bff or my sister :)

15.If you and a member of the opposite sex were the last people on earth, but they looked like Cruella Deville and Mister Ed had a baby, would you procreate? (Just to populate the earth)?
Ummmm I dont think I could do it LOL Selfish I know but I dont think I could have sex with someone who looks like Mr.ED

16.What are you passionate about?
Love, Family, money, and success

17.Do you believe in abortion?
I am very pro-choice about about abortion.Its your right! Now with that said abortion shouldn't be used as a form of birth control.

18.Imagine you're an inmate waiting on death row. What would you request for your last meal?
Considering I dont think I'll be in jail on death row I am not going to jinx myself and answer this question.

19.What is the one trait that is mandatory in a potential partner?
Respect

20.Where do you see yourself 10 years from now?
Successful and Happy!!

Le List

1. Mood:
I am calm at the moment. Im doing a lot of thinking about my future :)


2. Something you couldn’t live without?
Smackers lip gloss I am not a huge makeup fan monday thru friday so smackers is all I use.


3. Socks with high heels — yay or nay?

Nay... Who does that? Fashion NO NO


4. Today’s morning beverage?
Lemon Water :) Dieting is killing me but I need to be hot on my cruise lol


5. Today's Hairstyle:
Bone straight - I flat ironed my hair sunday

6. What makeup do you have in your purse right now?
Sephora Lipgloss and Acai berry gloss by Tarte


7. The highlight of your weekend?
I worked but, I enjoyed using my new LUSH shampoo :)


8. Current lust item?
I am lusting for new Luggage and my Gucci purse I want it NOW


9. Outfit:

Black Pants Teal shirt and Black pumps

10. Weekly goals:
Care less about the selfish ass people in my life. Care more about the people who care about me! Me and Shady people dont mix!

Le hoe syndrome

So I am beginning to think this is a trend of some sort. Women smashing men on the first night then wondering why no man will respect them. If you dont respect yourself why should he? I mean its common sense who is gonna want to turn a hoe into a housewife? Why buy the cow if you can get the milk for free. Come ladies some of yall really need to do better is all I am saying!

Le List Sunday

1. Mood:

As good as it can be I am at work on Sunday :( But other wise I am good


2. Highlight of your weekend?

Seeing my Auntie from NC


3. Makeup or beauty confession:
I buy the same MAC eyeshadow over and over LOL I dont know what will happen if they ever discontinue it :/



4. Small piece of advice:

My mom does knows what is best - Even when I dont think she does ( I also would never tell her this ) LOL


5. Eyes/lips/cheeks:

Right now I am el natrual excluding my lip smacker strawberry lip gloss :)


6. I told myself this morning to _________.

I love him too much to call it quits, but I love me too much to continue like this we need to come to a common ground


7. I’d really like _________.

For the weather to warm up and stay that way! I hate the cold :(



8. What’s the story behind your pet’s name?

I dont have pets LOL


9. Outfit:

Purple sweater, Grey leggings, and black boots


10. Weekly goals:

Have fun!!!!!!It's been a very stressful month and now it's time to party!

Death to Valentine's Day AKA The Devil's holiday

So as most people get ready for Valentines day I am pondering what I am going to do :/ I never liked the holiday to be honest I've always hated it! It's one of those days that makes you feel bad if you don't have someone and stressed if you do! It's one of those days you can't really avoid because it is EVERYWHERE! When I say EVERYWHERE I mean it I was on Southwest and they have Valentine Day fares *Sideeye*.

I've been in been in relationship and I was never sure if it was a Male holiday. And my Ex said it wasn't and I shouldn't do gifts. *Shrugs* But I also don't want some Cheesy card confessing your love! I want you to love me year round! Suprise me with stuff just because! I would rather you show me love any other day then 2/14. How about we show each other love on any other day! Opposed to being forced into it. I like candy and flowers on other days too!


Any who I was at work the other day and my boss bought me a V-day Card and I wasn't really sure how to react lol. I kind of stared at it then just shrugged it off!
I really don't understand why I have to suffer through this made-up holiday if I don't celebrate it ! I would love to walk into CVS, the grocery store and any other store for that matter without all of this lovey dovey shit in my face! And by no means am I bitter let me make that very clear.I just HATE this holiday and I have since I was younger!

So tomorrow for Valentine's day I will be at work then I am going to go home and sleep!

Sex and The City quotes

People who know me know that I live for Sex and the city I loved the show and I Lived for the movie! In about 2 months SATC2 Premieres and I will be in NYC to see that one as well :P Anywho enjoy some of the quotes I LOVE!

I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love- Carrie

Calling when you say you're going to call is the very first brick in the house you are building of love and trust. If he can't lay this one stupid brick down, you ain't never gonna have a house, baby. And it's cold outside.- Carrie

That's why you need a diamond... to seal the deal- Mr.Big

Breakup Rule #3: Until emotionally stabilized, enter no stores.- Carrie

Don't blame marriage. She's married and she's not growing a national forest- Samantha

I like my money right where I can see it--hanging in my closet.- Carrie

No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends.- Carrie

Go fuck yourself because I won't be doing it again- Samantha

Women are for friendships, men are for fucking.Samantha

It takes half the amount of time you dated someone to get over them- Charlotte

Could you please not use the F-Word in Vera Wang!!!- Charlotte

Well I'm not looking for just sex, I can have just sex. I'm looking for my next great love.-Charlotte