I cant believe it is november! I am secretly excited 2009 is almost over though . It has been an interesting year. I Cant say that is has been bad I cant say its been great either! I am just blessed that I wake up every morning go to work and make it home in one piece. So I am beginning to think of my new years resolutions for 2010 and of course a few from 2009 have spilled over LOL. I am still on my weight loss kick I am gonna get that video vixen body ( hardwork and dedication is all I need) I am hoping 2010 brings me the happiness I want and I deserve.

I have this new guy in my life. For once I am going to sit back and not over analyze our relationship which is so hard for me! But I will try it! I am going to stop searching for my Mr.Right because quite frankly I am tired! Ive been dating since I was Fifteen and I have given my all in relationships just to ended up hurt! Now its time for someone to chase me ! I am happy with the choice I have made as far a this guy goes. I am not going to get all excited because he hasn’t done anything for me to get excited for. He is definitely putting in effort but not the kind of effort I want! So Blah to that!